Soooooo tired! And hungry and nauseous! This pregnancy has certainly been different than my last in many regards, some the same.

I'm so excited about this new baby !

Wasted my time watching this bull**** movie Hancock the other night . Really Will Smith, really? You gotta be kidding me.

I really liked Will Smith before, and feel like he's a very talented individual, but that tragedy was too much. Eh, WTH do I expect from Hollywood .

But come on, with all the clout this dude carries you're telling me he couldn't have changed some of that BS? Please.

I feel like that age-old saying of being a square peg being forced into a round hole. No matter what I do I keep slipping up and I am not learning the lessons I'm supposed to.

I live in a capitalist society and I have to work in that. I thought I had figured out how to play the games and not trip myself up but there's something I seem to be missing.

For one I need to listen to my first mind more and really remember to watch out for snakes. How could I let myself feel comfortable enough to let down my guard? Well, I guess that's on me though.

But I really thought that, at the very least, this Sister had my back. Maybe I just wanted it to be that way though.

Never again. Each obstacle...

Sonuvagun I'm exhausted! And I have a toddler crawling on my back . Gotta keep it movin' though!

There is too much to list and not enough time to write it all out but I am one frustrated Afrikan to put it mildly.

Life is so interesting and amazing and crazy and beautiful and, and, and...