I Just Can't Seem to Understand How to Make Myself Fit
Posted 10-19-2008 at 09:55 AM by DreadedBliss
I feel like that age-old saying of being a square peg being forced into a round hole. No matter what I do I keep slipping up and I am not learning the lessons I'm supposed to.
I live in a capitalist society and I have to work in that. I thought I had figured out how to play the games and not trip myself up but there's something I seem to be missing.
For one I need to listen to my first mind more and really remember to watch out for snakes. How could I let myself feel comfortable enough to let down my guard? Well, I guess that's on me though.
But I really thought that, at the very least, this Sister had my back. Maybe I just wanted it to be that way though.
Never again. Each obstacle sharpens my perceptions.
I live in a capitalist society and I have to work in that. I thought I had figured out how to play the games and not trip myself up but there's something I seem to be missing.
For one I need to listen to my first mind more and really remember to watch out for snakes. How could I let myself feel comfortable enough to let down my guard? Well, I guess that's on me though.
But I really thought that, at the very least, this Sister had my back. Maybe I just wanted it to be that way though.
Never again. Each obstacle sharpens my perceptions.
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Hey Sis. You know you have to stop that. Don't beat yourself up like that. I've been there a time or two. Once you know yourself, whole and completely, you'll learn to read people more effectively. Your tolerance for the bullshit will get real low, and as soon as someone tries to approach with some bullshit, you'll know how to adjust accordingly. And trust me you'll be able to weed out the snakes and the frenemies. (enemies posing as friends) Whatever the fake-ass friend did to make you question the way you see people, and how you deal with them, is not a person you should want to even be in your cypher. Forgive yourself sister, and release it.Posted 10-22-2008 at 06:50 PM by tanya f. baby
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Thank you so much Queen. I'm meditating on your words and believe them to be true. Bless up Sis!Posted 11-10-2008 at 08:43 PM by DreadedBliss
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