Many things have happened this year for me and for the world in general.

As we all know society is changing, I can say for the better right this moment all I can say is that a lot is about to happen. Well for me I'm going to use this time as always to grow. I'm going to go full force starting tomorrow morning in my study of my first of many new languages I plan on learning before I turn 30. (25years down 5 more to go be for the BIG 3-0)

I plan to learn Spanish first because in front of me it is NEEDED in this day in time. Of course with the new North American Union (google it if you don't know about it yet) and my desire to go to Cuba in the future I will need to learn Spanish.

Also full on College...

I thought this would be more suitable in a blog instead of the poetry section

Gentlemanly Dilemma

If I respect and honor women is it wrong for me to mess with a hoe
Join my lust with hers and burst the yearns
Kick up her heals and just enjoy how it feels
Forget what my mother taught me and enjoy the filth
Speak quietly of our exploits
Only to voice loudly our conquest in the room with her alone
Call her when I want some
Answer her we she’s ready to receive
Keep conversations to one topic
Talk only when she’s moaning my name
Show emotion to her when she’s occupied with my “brain”
Enter her mind through my lap
Demand a kiss...

........................I'm tired

Tired of working
Tired of TRYING
Tired of just all the damn BULLSHIT

If it isn't one thing IT'S ANOTHER
If you start getting excited about moving forward
Something always seems ready to push you back

I'm not worried about money, being seen, getting my book out there
NOTHING LIKE THAT.

It's the situation with my daughter and her mother....
I love my child, would die for my child, fought long and hard just to get to the point where I could give her something.

3 long hard years I've struggled to get this far (money wise) just to give her mother something.
I haven't been able to be there with...

Not the drug dealer, dope peddler, or the pimp.

When I mentioned "Pusher man" I mean it in a different way.
NO I'm not going along the "bad meaning good" idealism or some other crap like that but in the way you use the words period.

"Pushing" in other words just means that pushing something. Whether it's a product or an idea. I think of myself at this present moment in my life as a pusher man of sorts.
I find information that I feel is very important for our people to know and I push that message through every avenue, alley way, and circle I can.

Some will accept the product, inhale it's essence others will reject it and I will just have to move on to the...

We all have known good people that have seen the worst happen to them.

I don't know if I'm a good person I would hope to think so but I and every one else has went through some hard times.

My thing is it seems the worst happens to the best people. They show you the best side of themselves threat every one good but then have hell dropped on the in reward for their deeds.

Karma is a bitch but what about if it's good karma do you still get that bitch side of karma?

I guess I'm being a bit too sensitive over the plight of a friend, but this just got me thinking.