Divine, because I refined my mind...#1
by, 05-23-2010 at 05:41 PM (2816 Views)
I want you to know that it is not necessary for us to continue to hold burdens on our hearts.
And I wish I could tell you that it is as simple as taking our burdens down to the alter. Although it makes you feel good at that moment, its only lasts for so long. Until the next thing goes wrong then it just continues to pile on our minds, and we go on feeling invisible, and misunderstood. How can we be invisible with so much duty on us.
Well, I began a process, and its funny because its been ongoing. I was distressed, I couldnt understand why at this moment in my life it was so necessary for me to make dots connect. and as always I turned to knowledge. I went on a quest that led me to Dr. Barashango, Dr. Clarke, Dr. Welsing, names I had heard but had yet to really understand what they were saying. And Those names led me to more and more information, and I am constantly studying in my me time.
The first lesson for me, that I have learned from all this knowledge is the fact that "It would be better for me to be by myself, than to have a counterpart who has no want to know truth". I believe this is transitioning, Preparations that must be made for me to Ascend back to my Throne. I can't change my eating habits, or direct my household with a man that has no want or need to change. We have been fed with this negativity that plauges our black community, and I am done with it. I want no more eurocentric lifestyle in my home, my son will get enough of it from outside. But while we are home, We will govern ourselves as Divine Creations, even if I must lead it alone.
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