The God shot
by, 09-28-2013 at 08:49 PM (1974 Views)
The God shot
By Yahmeesh Yh'mar Akbar I
I'm in yoga earlier today, and my yoga teacher, wants us to try it blindfolded; in the dark. I say, "yay!" but commenced otherwise.
During class, I barely broke my threshold, when I noticed, I was watching newcomers, blindly, doing the moves. All along, I'm laughing with my eyes open, messing up!
Then it hit me.
I don't listen too good with my eyes open.
After class, I had another epiphany, "I needed this slower paced class today to feel old." Then I thought, "I hear people say, "being old is a state-of-mind." Then I heard me adding, "thank God I have a mind to appreciate being old."
I pal'ed up my class mate, and said, "let me get into the rest of my day with the rest of my bad habits."
I don't know about you, but "Powerlessness, is best reserved, for those who know, how to manage it."
I needed to feel the aches and pains, just for today. I was so grateful to move gracefully; without pressure.
I'm no spring chicken. Those days wore me thin. Those liberties I took in my youth; super stressed with mess, always trying to figure it out, by myself, have matured ,and I have no control over how they effect me.
"I don't have control over my
Thoughts, I have power over them."
I'm completely ignorant, over how to manage my life, by myself. I need a personal relationship, with a power greater than myself, Godwilling.
"Being God is what I do, God is not who I am."
I like to remember these little mantras when things don't go my way.
Recently, I was notified I'd been denied my VA review.
No big deal. Only thing is, my representative signed my case off without notifying, last year.
Talk about feeling powerless. If I didn't know better I would have cursed out my rep., God or blamed myself for any number off reasons.
I decided, Godwilling, to study the Code of Federal Regulations, and submit a written rebuttal. I chose not take it personal, empower myself and let go. Let the law fight this battle, win or lose. I know I'm worth it today.
But my body was hella sore after months of stressing, but I have peace in the storm.
Please find God now. Your worth it too.
Peace be upon you
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