a life

[gooyen]

life is not something easily explained
especially when the emotions most felt
are hostility and pain
can i have my thoughts back!?
why must there be a search for truth
as if we were born with out that
happiness is in my imagination
that dioesnt seem to surface even in my dreams
freedom is a piece of paper
that is only gained threw slave labor
why is it the more i learn the more i question
i feel like dinosaur bones a riddle in lifes lesson
told freedom is the answer
but taught not to ask questions
i had a dream i was living in a self centered world
where the ego was worshipped
and a helping hand to helpless man
was considered worthless
there was no eding to my dream
and there was no beganning
it was just a moment in infinity
that was always approaching
while constantly desending