What is YOUR deepest fear?

[Nefertiti]

Greetings spiritual siblings just simply asking,what are you afraid of most(you)?,..Lets connect!

[G.O.D.F.A.T.H.A.]

I'm afraid of not being afraid.

[rebelAfrika]

Originally Posted by G.O.D.F.A.T.H.A.

I'm afraid of not being afraid.

Thats similar to me. My deepest fear is that I don't know when I need to be afraid (for my own good).

[CreatorsCollege]

That Pan-Africans in the Diaspora especially in "America" will never let go of their assamalationist illusions and not return en mass to Africa, the source of TRUE liberation for African people, and that this point will go unrecognized among liberationist Africans.

I fear that many profess a love for Africa that they are not willing to "show and prove."

I fear that Afircans in America worship the "Almighty Dollar" and do not see that dollar dependancy is the yoke around the African's and world's neck, and no amount of economic empowerment centered around U.S. Dollars will lead to African liberation.

[Nefertiti]

My brothers thank you so much for replying I have the same similiar fears,but my most personal is that of my personal private space being invaded that I will not be able to have solitude that in some life instance everything will change sounds like you might want to say hmmmmmm but Ive had life instant changes that probaly could have been traumatising but with my personal strength and humbleness,....Im here

[CreatorsCollege]

Originally Posted by Nefertiti

My brothers thank you so much for replying I have the same similiar fears,but my most personal is that of my personal private space being invaded that I will not be able to have solitude that in some life instance everything will change sounds like you might want to say hmmmmmm but Ive had life instant changes that probaly could have been traumatising but with my personal strength and humbleness,....Im here

I overstand! Instablilty and sensory overload are two adjectives that I would use to characterize my youth and family life. Thorugh that experience, I was able to meet "me" and create as space for us. I am very protective of that space and resist "space invasion."

I balance that by being true to my observed nature and give truthfully and honestly of myself recognizing my limits and not apologizing for them. I have learned to take advantage of change, and my perception of it accepting that it is a constant and "I" am the only thing worth keeping.

Change is a constant, what I strive towards is being consistently me. I have been spyched-out by the illusion of pernamanance that I don't even get into that anymore. Security, my sister is within. I was once told that this "reality" was all put together for me, as my "virtual" learning world, and the lessons and observations that I take from it are specifically for me. I take that literally and challenge myself to find the lesson and the learning.

De-taching from the material experience and striving towards balance has been a challenge, though I press on. The true weight of expectaion, once lifted shone the light of infinite possibility and wonder in my life, as I was no longer bound by and to a world that I "thught" existed and wanted to remain. That is where much of my energy was wasted, trying to hold-up a world that didn't exist, like trying to pick up mercury from the sea-bed.

Mercury is toxic and so is attachment.

Letting go of what I knew and the world that was ordered as I understood it was freightening. I used to hold onto things and people as anchors in my life, as if I would float away if they were not there.

Siezing the opportunity to travel to Egypt the first-time, I had a whole year to be introduced to "me." Me, my self and I met here. I recognized that the only power that I have is choice, and the only "real' attachments to people -even family are Spiritual/supernatural.

I found the utility in things and have only what I need. They don't call material things the "trappings of wealth" for nothing. I recognized the accumulated things that I had were true weight. I literally had to get rid of everything I "owned" to be "free" to leave the United States. All I need is what I came into this world with -a Divine connection to the Source.

To shore-up your expressed need for personal space, give yourself some. Either physical or mental -or both. The cumulative choices that you've made in the course of you life have created the circumstance and "reality" you are experiencing. Recognizing that choice is your power, seize it and make conscious choices to create that which you desire. None of us can be all things to all people, especially at the expense of being what we are called to be to ourselves -loving, nurturing and forgiving.

many times people ask from us what they either deny or are unwilling to give themselves, and the "pull" of their desires and demands builds resentment and discord. Communicate honestly and respectfully your boundaries and limits and be OK with it, because it is OK.

My perception is that the Law of Intention works with the power of choice and my power is limited by my action, and I trust Divine Order to manifest the experience that my choice intends or something better in the interest of all parties concerned, for I am not in control of the outcome, and happily don't need to be!

I trust my Self as the conscious Creator of my experience, and express that which I desire and intend to BE. There is joy in the journey, though the road gets rocky. Holding onto me is my stability, though the world keep on turnin'.

Fear not, within you is "all," and that is a never-changin constant and your un-reachable personal space!

Peace & Love

[MsLioness]

Mt deepest fear is...
Questioning.

It is this because, I do not know when things are supposed to just BE. So I try not to question too much of anything. Especially God.

[CreoleButterfly]

My biggest fear is that black love will die.

[nkpe3297]

Not to sound crazy...but why should you fear?

So you were born, so you shall die.

If there is a fear that I have, is not achieving my goals, and letting my kids get the things they need to have after I'm gone.

Right now I want change. Change in every aspect. My "worries" are that the other around me don't want to follow change.

I know my changing would make my family a stong unit, not just wealth, but intelligence, understanding, and wisdom.

[Duende]

my biggest fear is facing the unknown.
facing the fate that is unknown to me...
watching my people slip obliviously into nothing

[Jalili]

Not seeing my daughter grow up....

Not death just being shut out of her life forever.

[shakim1969]

My deepest fear is that Black people will soon be extinct if we don't get it together.

[Elisa Keisha]

sorry not to get political, but my biggest fear is bein raped.

[Nefertiti]

Originally Posted by CreoleButterfly

My biggest fear is that black love will die.

And thats frightening

[beliefofyouth]

My biggest fear...

Is that when it's all said and done, that my actions won't measure up to my rhetoric in the eyes of my son.